It has been 6 months since my Daddy became my guardian Angel. There is not a second, minute, hour, day, week, or month that goes by that I don’t think of him.
I go back and re-read my post I did when my Daddy became an Angel.
I followed that one with the Puzzle post, because that is what it feels like, my life is a Puzzle and several pieces of the puzzle are missing. You see, my Mom became an Angel in November of 2011. There is not a second, minute, hour, day, week, or month that goes by that I don’t think of her.
It’s hard, I’ve caught myself on so many occassions picking up the phone to get their advice and remembering they are gone. I am fortunate to have two Bonus Parents – Pat James and John Polsgrove.
It’s hard putting this puzzle of life back together when the pieces aren’t quite lining up anymore.
Several things have come up that I sure needed my Daddy’s advice. Just to hear him call me “Too Tall” would help to settle this uneasyness in my stomach or call my Mom and hear her say “My Darling”.
I’m still not ready to open the box to try and put the pieces together, I’m still afraid………..
I hope and pray that when I do, the puzzle starts to get easier to put together…….only time will tell and all we have is time…….